Juggling Knives Whilst Jumping Through Fire Hoops
I had such a rosy outlook of Module Two in September... Now I feel like I am being burnt alive.
I so wanted to be able to follow the tasks I set myself, but the realities of life just takes over.
Doing this degree is damn hard. So hard. And damn vague too!!
I am trying so hard to be good at my job (that has taken up so much of my mental capacity), be a good wife, daughter, friend, look after my home.
I am mentally done. I have no clue how to move forward. Time is running and I can't keep up.
One minute I feel I have got it... the next I am being told that I producing my proposal all wrong.
My head feels like a mind shaft, bombsite, a cluttered mess I can't think straight let alone take any information in!!!!!!
I'm crying out for help!
H E L P!
SOS!!!
I DON'T KNOW WHAT I AM DOING!!!!!!!
I so wanted to be able to follow the tasks I set myself, but the realities of life just takes over.
Doing this degree is damn hard. So hard. And damn vague too!!
I am trying so hard to be good at my job (that has taken up so much of my mental capacity), be a good wife, daughter, friend, look after my home.
I am mentally done. I have no clue how to move forward. Time is running and I can't keep up.
One minute I feel I have got it... the next I am being told that I producing my proposal all wrong.
My head feels like a mind shaft, bombsite, a cluttered mess I can't think straight let alone take any information in!!!!!!
I'm crying out for help!
H E L P!
SOS!!!
I DON'T KNOW WHAT I AM DOING!!!!!!!
It is hard. I has panicking 2 weeks ago, I didn't know how I would get it all together. But I just started writing, pulled a few late nighters, and I got a draft together. I found Module 2 the hardest and had to adjust lots on my MORE form going into module 3. If you have any questions please feel free to ask. There is a light at the end of the tunnel x
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